Welcome to my site! You'll find here a storehouse for the fragments of my creativity. I've included collections of my color-pencil sketches and poetry, and there's also a smattering of short fiction and essay. You can also check out my blog Caught In The Stream, which I'll continue to maintain as a place to post current work and personal updates.
 
Conversation with a pesky subconscious
Written by Francis Scudellari   
My heart is a squishy stone 
I toss out
across this green-gray gloss 
mosquitoes skim
but the odds were always slim 
it would skip with any vim given
its mix of bulges 
and irregular beats 
Let’s not mention that 
surprising lack of heft
currently keeping it afloat
There it lies not quite flat
a maroon lily pad
I’ll lay piddling wagers 
some nomadic creature
can make a home
Maybe the crawdad whose squeak
nothing like a fog-horn warns,
“Frog dress is on the marsh”
I swear I can hear 
her bull groaning,
“The slippery bitch 
can’t stay clothed”
Newly hitched
this bogged-down daddy’s got 
a passel of polliwogs to feed
and he needs
the lean of her tender 
slimy legs for support
The crickets and I 
might inwardly snigger 
but from such 
small giggles bred
is the manly laugh of strife
and that’s when 
my heart slinks slowly back
 
To see...
Written by Francis Scudellari   
Jessica Feeney's face, the first thing everyone looked at, was like a mask.  I looked at her, then away, and then back at her. I couldn't believe I was looking at the face of someone alive.
—From "Fire Girl" by Tony Abtott

When I saw her, I didn’t see 
a girl who girlish wants
to laugh and dance and breathe in
the song of fall scents 
the smiles of dainty sunshine
What I saw was a drumbeat 
those questions I had to keep
flat-foot stomped down deep 
or I’d blurt them out
the dozen how could’s
one hundred why would’s
and a lone what should
this girl do to make it stop
That’s when it finally did
and what I saw was me
uncovering my eyes
 
Possession
Written by Francis Scudellari   
What’s mine is 
yours what isn’t
all his possessed cheap
and passed on
needle deeds to pour out
the thimbles-
full fitting 
nimbly in the shallow 
dimples of
a love’s distressed palm.

Its clutch of fare-
well will break
hers down to 
beggared bits
so nebulous ours 
can’t keep from 
advancing
matters and oh how 
theirs gets circulated
energetically.
 
it's merely evilution, my dears
Written by Francis Scudellari   
that gurgling brown hunger you feel deep down it wasn’t you
god knows who put it there no it’s only natural it was she
who planted the initial seed grown up into a succulent leaf
frowning nature abhors a vacuum and she wouldn’t couldn’t
endear herself any more if you sustained such a saddeningly
blank space she’s given you the device for devising wickedly
clever ways of consuming it would be a godless shame
to leave the engine idling now what you eat doesn’t mean
as much as the act of eating itself actively naming god’s
creatures great small may not give you dominion or merit
ownership but ingesting them sure does dainty fingered
sentimentality lost her privileged place when steely
eyed invention serendipitously shoved a crappy cushion
throne up to your table’s edge it’s a divine and kingly right
to take your fill with hands nimbly fashioned for taking
all that’s managed eon after eon to crawl out of a world
engendering slime until there’s nothing left but the awful
runny pallid mucous you’ll sneak back to sated at last
 
Celebrating the superficiality of all things being created equal
Written by Francis Scudellari   
let us join hands 
you and i 
and tramp down this falling away 
road new paved with over-baked schemes 
and the shattered
windshield glass from a dream car 
we left for dead many miles back
every tire including the spare had blown 
and they still hiss their casual tunes 
while popped-out 
flesh-tone hoses 
dangle and sprinkle 
a rainbow gloss on black-rimmed puddles 
it’s a cause for deepening joy
these shallows won’t 
dry up in either of our weened lifetimes
moisten your lips dear
and make that pineapple-sweet whistle 
i love to taste 
when i dare to plant my tongue there 
the food’s long gone
and pots are now for banging
we’ve lost our way 
and maps are made for shredding 
into playfully themed streamers
we’ll tie in our hair
as we dance off the waning 
silky heat of a too-late summer
the sun’s dial is flipping
and bound by those zeros 
we’ve gotta go but it’s best 
we’re brought low together
 
A parable of incomparable talents
Written by Francis Scudellari   
when I go 
it will be 
impossibly late 
and I’ll leave you 
not multi-talented bars 
or pairs of randy ingots 
itching to procreate 
in a splendid explosion 
of golden delight 
what I’ll leave you is 
a stale-air larder 
filled just this once 
by dully packaged thoughts 
and duller feelings 
when I have them
they could only couple 
if enlivened with musical prodding 
or the sigh effecting benefits 
from hands full of mood-altering 
pharmaceuticals 
so please yourself instead 
and don’t 
put them to any use 
bury them deep 
better yet 
pile them high on Pyrrhic pyres 
where the gathering scorch will send 
down leaden puddles 
while precious platinum curls rise 
up to trickle trickster tears 
my greatest possible reward
 
If I had wings I'd spy...
Written by Francis Scudellari   
a man cloaked in dust bitten rays skip down the rude lit hall
as a voice calls to him Run your fitful bow across my cracked 
teacup mouth and draw forth a loosed leaf smile At first 
I dismiss it as contrived twaddle one might hear in settings 
where silk roses bloom on synthetic counter islands or 
a cloth lily wrecks on its maiden voyage mid-way through 
a copper sink's bounded blue but cigarette tip joy burns 
peep holes into my cottony resistance It's a compact thrill 
as dense as the peach pit my tooth struck to chip that once 
Such piquant frissons dissipate into damply aromatic trickles 
when the man replies with a tartly rolled lavender bud ready 
to burst its pink I've the heart of a wobbly kneed boy about 
to pull back the tulle cloud on an auburn morn's feathery 
bathers Petaled girdle strewn on the slippery rock path 
leads up to her dewy lap where luminescent splayed fingers 
lay printed hymns as ash trimmed logs fall from his fatty 
lips and I take the house sparrow's hasty cue to flap a skyward 
exit out from the bony white glow of his unfulfilling promises
 
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